Bittersweet Pill

Alanis Morissette has jumped from kiddie crushes to adult angst

You oughta know by now about Alanis Morissette, whose Jagged Little Pill has turned spite into a selling point. But what you might not know about are the secrets hidden beneath her spitfire attitude.

Morissette's "You Oughta Know," on heavy rotation at radio stations all over the country, has become a cri de coeur for women -- and even some sensitive guys -- who revel in the tale of a girl who was sacked but is now giving the scumbag his due. "It was a slap in the face, how quickly I was replaced," she hisses over a slippery hip-hop beat and unruly, crunching guitars. "Are you thinking of me when you fuck her?" After her typically sold-out concerts, female fans come to Morissette, tears in their eyes, thanking her for fighting back through her songs. Music as empowerment, so to speak.

But a few years back, Morissette was far from the lusty, screaming banshee she is now. And any hint of anger and emotional venting over two-timing men ("Your House," the prerequisite unlisted track), parents' expectations ("Perfect") and religious identity ("Forgiven") was well under wraps -- and squeezed snugly into spandex.

In the early '90s, Morissette was Canada's queen of dance-pop. Known simply as Alanis, the squeaky-clean teen idol for thousands of pre-pubescent Canadian girls worked a Tiffany-meets-Taylor Dayne style, making slick, Janet Jackson-like videos in Los Angeles and releasing two albums. She even took home a Juno Award -- Canada's Grammy -- for most promising female artist.

Niceness? She oozed it. Heck, back in 1991 in her hometown of Ottawa, Morissette was singing gleefully into her headset while twirling around the stage with several buff, shirtless beefcakes in an opening slot for, of all people, Vanilla Ice. And while her growing legion of U.S. fans are unlikely to be aware of the old Morissette, her track record north of the border posed a dilemma for Warner Music Canada, the company responsible for selling the new, gritty Morissette to radio stations and jaded music journalists.

Considering the jarring contrast in Morissette's music, Warner was worried about a backlash. So some company employees hatched a scheme: they'd make the rounds of radio stations and newspapers with a tape of Jagged Little Pill, but they'd keep the identity of the performer secret. "One thought it was Tori Amos," says Mary Armstrong, a Warner regional sales manager. "I also got Bjsrk, National Velvet, Lisa Dal Bello and other guesses. They didn't know who it was until I gave them clues."

Norm Provencher, music critic for the Ottawa Citizen, concedes his jaw hit the table when Armstrong told him it was Morissette. For her part, Morissette says that if there are people back home who don't want to understand where her music is coming from these days, that's fair enough. If they think she's gone Hollywood or complain she's capitalizing on a trend, that's their problem.

For Morissette, the beginning of August was spent in Ottawa on a well-deserved break from relentless touring to attend the wedding of her brother Chad. Yes, she sang at the ceremony, but it's unlikely, judging from her laughing response, that "You Oughta Know" was the wedding theme. And though she loved being home, the singer was a bit peeved by certain Canadian industry types, who, it seemed, had written her off as just another nicely honed, angst-ridden-female singer-of-the-month.

"To tell you now that those things didn't hurt, well, I'd be lying," Morissette says. "But I've learned along the way that some people naturally have to be adversarial. You know, people who don't want to understand, just don't want to understand."

Morissette, only 21, has matured fast. And for most of her life, her raw talent has kept her ahead of the game -- though apparently, life was not always sweetness and light. Morissette and her twin brother Wade were born in 1974 to a French-Canadian father and a Hungarian-born mother. As a kid, she was boisterous, undeniably independent, with a flair for dancing and acting that eventually led to a recurring role on Nickelodeon's You Can't Do That On Television. The money Morissette earned from TV financed her first single, a homemade effort titled "Fate Stay with Me." By the time she was 14, Morissette had signed a songwriting deal with MCA Publishing in Toronto, and the crafting of "Morissette the Pop Star" had begun.

Trouble was, just as the bubbly, outwardly confident Morissette was climbing the pop charts in Canada, her personal life was coming undone. She left home in 1992 and moved to Toronto. By that time, her youthful exuberance and search for an identity had steered her into a handful of ill-fated romances, which left their share of scars. And when her second Canadian dance-pop album, Now Is the Time, didn't do as well as the first, the young singer had good reason to start questioning things. That, added to a particularly bad breakup, gave root to the "emotional purging" that would eventually end up on much of Jagged Little Pill.

Then one evening she spoke to an ex-boyfriend. "It bothered me that a whole year had gone by [since the relationship had ended] and I hadn't changed," she says. "I thought everything was fine, but it wasn't. Without holding back I wrote out all this stuff I felt -- about three pages worth -- for the sake of release." Morissette opted not to toss her angry diatribe into the trash, turning the scribblings into "You Oughta Know."

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