Please focus on the positive things of your culture! I am sure you will find many many good things. I am a Sikh from India so don't know much about Mexican culture but I am suree there are great men ansd women in Mexican, Mexican American culture. Mr Cesar Chavez comes to mind! Mexican economy will be one of the top five to seven economies of the World in next 30-40 years according to economic pundits. God Bless!