Eric Goulden a.k.a. Wreckless Eric, whose song "(Iād Go the) Whole Wide Worldā is one of the most recognizable tunes from the New Wave era and listed in Mojo magazine's Top 100 punk songs, was part of the historic Stiff Records 1977 package tour that included Nick Lowe, Elvis Costello, Ian Dury and Larry Wallis. That tour was immortalized on the 1978 concert album Live Stiffs. Goulden had two stellar tracks on the compilation, the hilarious āSemaphore Signalsā and slinky rocker āReconnez Cherie.ā
His current tour hasnāt been quite as easy as the Stiffs tour, with its big womb-like buses. Traveling solo from his home in Catskill, N.Y., Goulden had to have the entire steering system on his car replaced in St. Louis over the weekend.
āI blame all the potholes around my home,ā he laughs. āWhen I get back I may have to take the mayor by the throat and help him eat my property-tax receipt. But weāre all good now.ā
Unlike Lowe and Costello, whoāve gone on to highly public careers in pop music, Goulden has been a maverick for most of his career.
āI donāt really keep in touch with any of those people or that whole scene anymore,ā he explains. āI see Graham Parker now and again, but Iām not someone whoās all chummy and needing to keep the old thing alive, you know. I donāt begrudge anyone their success, although I do find some of those records sound just like a recreation of 1962. By that I mean a lot of them donāt really touch me. Give me something thatās relevant now in my life, touch me somehow. Thatās why I always liked the Smiths song 'Panic': 'Burn down the disco, hang the blessed DJ, because the music that they constantly play, it says nothing to me about my life.ā I know exactly what he means by that.ā
Asked how he was spotted as an upcoming talent and signed to Stiff Records, Goulden gives a Cockney giggle. āI wasnāt.ā
āI had this terrible job I hated, I was living in this terrible place, but I heard 'So It Goes' and 'Heart of the City' and maybe another song or two that Stiff had a hand in," he says. "Then I read an interview with Nick Lowe and Jake Riviera. I think I read the interview on a Wednesday and on Friday I quit my job. That weekend I made a cassette, looked up the address for Stiff Records, and on Monday I got on the bus, then took the Tube and eventually came to their office door and went in. There was this group of guys in there all staring at me ā I later learned it was Nick Lowe and the Damned ā while I gave my cassette to this huge man with a beard. I later learned it was Huey Lewis. I just said, āI have this tape Iād like you to listen to,ā and I was about to take off and the man says āWait, we need a return address and your telephone number in case we need to get in touch.ā So I gave them the number to the public phone in the hall and I took off.
āI heard later that Jake Riviera [head of Stiff Records] had immediately taken the cassette in his office and he liked it so much he grabbed Nick Lowe and had him listen," Goulden reflects. "So they then scrambled out looking around for me, but Iād already gone. So the phone is ringing in the hall all the time for a couple of days and I finally say, okay, Iāll answer it. And this very nice voice says āIs Eric there?ā Anyway, they asked if I could come back to their offices, so I went over again. I walked in and here was a guy with a short business haircut and suit, so I said āhi, Iām Eric Goulden, someone wanted to see me.ā And he grabs my hand and says, āThat cassette was yours? I loved it and Iām going to produce your record.ā Now I thought the only people who wore suits and had haircuts like that were people who worked in offices, so Iām thinking, āOh, great, the office assistant is going to produce my record.ā And then he said, āIām Nick Lowe.'ā
The label also signed Ian Dury and Elvis Costello in the same time frame, but the Stiff lifestyle took a toll on young Goulden fairly quickly. He also began to sour on the Stiff business model. Drinking was the one constant in his life.
At 61, Goulden is in great shape and staying very active ā āI go for a checkup once a year and the doctors seem disappointed they canāt find anything wrong with meā ā but drinking made his moment of fame a nightmare. He finally stopped in 1985, coincidentally the same year Stiff Records shut down. The same year, he formed a band called Captains of Industry and released the underground classic A Roomful of Monkeys.
āI just realized I didnāt like the life I was living,ā Goulden recalls, āand I knew I wanted to do something about it but I had no idea how to. I was just really disgusted with myself and the way I was. I didnāt like the people that were around in my life, I was just very unhappy with the whole situation. Fucking miserable.
āAnd Iām odd," he continues. "Just because of the way I am, I couldnāt do Alcoholics Anonymous, I didnāt like that. Theyād always tell me you canāt go in bars and Iād tell them but bars are where I work and make a living; I have to go in bars. So I had to work all this out for myself, which I can tell you now wasnāt easy at all. I suppose if Iād been smart Iād have listened to the AA people, taken their advice.
āUnderstand I didnāt get drunk to play, I was very careful about being in good shape for my performances," Goulden says. "But somehow I knew I fucked up and I felt a deep sense of shame that I was allowing drinking to fuck up the things I loved most, so it had to stop. I simultaneously realized I hated my life at that point, that I donāt like the music business, that I didnāt like the company I was around. So I had a nervous breakdown and woke up in a psychiatric hospital.ā
Once out of the hospital and back on relatively solid footing, he ditched London and moved to the middle of France in 1989. He stayed ten years.
āIt literally was the middle of nowhere,ā he laughs. āThis lunatic had taken this old hall and cut it up and turned it into little spaces with a hammer and nails and a bunch of plywood. I got myself some equipment and started recording my own records there. Word eventually got around because all kinds of people showed up to record with me.ā
In France, Goulden eventually got his life together and returned to England in 1998, where he wrote his autobiography, A Dysfunctional Success: The Wreckless Eric Manual. He married singer-songwriter Amy Rigby, and the couple lived and toured in France until they relocated to the Catskills in 2011. Rigby is currently working on a book.
āWeāve toured together for ten years and made three albums,ā says Goulden, ābut sheās finishing her book and doing all the stuff with the publisher. I figured sheād be busy doing the book launch thing so Iād need something to do. I didnāt want to be like the Duke of Edinburgh or some such, so I figured Iād better work on a record and do some touring on my own for now. So Iāve got a new album recorded that will probably be out in November and Iāve got this tour going on.ā
A perusal of Gouldenās Facebook page reveals a man who is somewhat tormented by the day-to-day tasks of touring.
āI spend so much time fretting over set lists,ā he laughs, āI mean, I can really obsess. And Iāve got so many songs, so Iām always trying to calculate what will fit a given audience, what they might be most up for. Iām not a guy who can play the same songs the same way over and over night after night.ā
Like other artists, Goulden is fed up with cell phones at shows.
āEverything is usually pretty normal until I start to play āWhole Wide World,ā and suddenly Iām looking at this sea of cell phones,ā he notes. āI often wonder if I should even play it anymore but people are like just play the song. I want to play it but I donāt want to be filmed doing it every night, I donāt want it to be documented and have some crappy sounding video on YouTube every fucking time I play it. It becomes too self conscious, like Iām playing the song and the phones come out and suddenly Iām thinking I hope I donāt have a landslide of double chins.
āI donāt want that," Goulden says. "I want every show I do to be a unique event between me and them people. Sometimes I struggle and some people actually even like that, that itās not perfect. Itās like running across that tightwire and thinking youāre gonna fall but you donāt somehow. And then sometimes you push through and you do get it right, then itās unique.
āThereās also the fact that many audiences have forgotten how to give you something back," he adds. "Itās an exchange, not a one-way thing. I try to give you a gift and Iām trying to meaningfully connect with you, so engage me. It seems a lot of audiences donāt know how to give back energy anymore. Itās so magic when they do.ā
The Wreckless One is also over bands.
āI donāt want to do a band anymore," he says. "Youāre around all these guys you donāt really want to be around all the time, theyāve got different interests than you have, theyāve all got problems, theyāve got wives giving them shit about money or being gone. Thereās the difficulty of just making a simple decision like where are we going to eat. Getting people on the same page is way too much work and frustration I donāt want or need.ā
Wreckless Eric performs at 9:30 p.m. Thursday, July 16 with special guest Salim Nourallah at McGonigel's Mucky Duck, 2425 Norfolk.