Roger Waters: a man of anger, a man of hope. Credit: Jim Bricker

The gears started turning in my brain when I read a simple but complicated question: what song do you consider Pink Floydโ€™s last real song? Depending on how you view the band, there are a lot of potential answers: the final song they released (โ€œLouder Than Wordsโ€); their final song with Roger Waters (โ€œTwo Suns at Sunsetโ€); their final song before Roger Waters started releasing solo albums under the Pink Floyd name (โ€œPigs on the Wing 2โ€); their final song with original front man Syd Barrett (โ€œJugband Bluesโ€).

Although Iโ€™m a Roger Waters stan, I acknowledge โ€œLouder Than Wordsโ€ as the final Pink Floyd song, although from where Iโ€™m typing I wish that title went to โ€œOutside the Wall.โ€ After that, there are Pink Floyd songs that are fine and songs that are bad, but very few songs that feel like Pink Floyd.

Is This the Life We Really Want?, Waters’ new and potentially final solo album, has for the first time in decades a few moments that feel like the old Floyd sound, minus the guitar magic that David Gilmour brought to the party. Much in the same way that the final Floyd record, 2014โ€™s The Endless River, felt like an amalgam of everything that came before it, Is This the Life feels like catching up with an old friend right where you left off. From the sound effects to the preoccupation with war, it feels like the most Roger Waters record of his career, and if itโ€™s his swan song itโ€™s a hell of a way to go out.

But itโ€™s those endings that Iโ€™ve been thinking about the most lately. Waters โ€” who plays Toyota Center this evening โ€” didnโ€™t work exclusively in concept albums over the course of his career, but he wrote many, and a great concept record has to have a great finale. For a long time, Waters had a rap of being an angry, bitter man, the guy that railed against the system, the guy who spit on the fan, the guy who sued his former band over the rights to use a giant inflatable pig. But one that becomes clear in looking at his endings is that while there was an anger that burned inside him โ€” which was definitely important and necessary, given how many of his songs remain as relevant in 2017 as they did when they were written โ€” that anger was tempered by a hope that connection with others is possible.

Thereโ€™s something darkly humorous that the bleakest ending of any of his Pink Floyd work comes on Dark Side of the Moon. Yes, The Final Cut does end with the fall of an atom bomb and the annihilation of its narrator, but consider the ending of โ€œEclipseโ€:

And everything under the sun is in tune
But the sun is eclipsed by the moon

No matter how good things can be, thereโ€™s always a darkness coming to ruin it all.

Meanwhile, Animals is this big, dark, bleak statement on the world, and yet it has an ending that is, dare I say it, sweet:

Now that Iโ€™ve found somewhere safe
To bury my bones
And any fool knows a dog needs a home
A shelter from pigs on the wing

Yes, the world is a dark place, but even the apathetic can learn to care and find safety in numbers.

Roger Waters’ rock career could have ended with โ€œAmused to Death.โ€ Amused to Death, as an album, has little positive to say about the world at the time it was released, and there is no glimmer of hope at the end of this one:

And then
The alien anthropologists
Admitted they were still perplexed
But on eliminating every other reason for our sad demise
They logged the only explanation left
This species has amused itself to death

Consider for a moment this was written in 1992, long before smartphones and reality TV. If โ€œAmused to Deathโ€ had been Roger Watersโ€™ final statement, yes, it would have been dark, but heโ€™d be something of a visionary.

But that possible past was not to be.

This is how Is This the Life ends:

Watching endless repeats –
Out of sight, out of mind
Silence, indifference:
The ultimate crime

But when I met you, that part of me died

Bring me a bowl
To bathe her feet in
Bring me my final cigarette

It would be better by far to die in her arms
Than to linger
In a lifetime of regret

And I love that. I love that one of rock musicโ€™s ultimate cynics wrote this final album, full of songs about how not-great the world still is, and ended it with a song about how we might not be able to change the world but we, as individuals, can change.

Yes, the moon is all dark, but if you have someone to look at it with, or at least to be by your side when you wake up scared in the middle of the night, maybe itโ€™s not all bad.

Cory Garcia is a Contributing Editor for the Houston Press. He once won an award for his writing, but he doesn't like to brag about it. If you're reading this sentence, odds are good it's because he wrote...